RIP Moses

I knew in my heart that it would end this way. I thought I was ready for it...
I wasn't.
Moses was suffering from Kidney Failure. He only weighed 4.9 lbs and his temperature was way below what it should be (normally a cats temp is 104, but his was 96.1). He was suffering and we had to decide to end his fight for him.

I hate that we had to make that decision.

I had a very hard time with it all. Couldn't stop crying or pull myself together all weekend.

I hate that he was suffering, I hate that he's not cuddling with me anymore.

He was such a great cat... My poor Jezabelle misses him too and constantly looks for him. She searches, crying at the closets for me to open them and then she goes looking for him inside! Its so sad, but so cute.

Anyways, I'm glad Maddie isn't old enough to know really what is going on. I didn't want to have to explain that to her. She knew I was upset though, and it bothered her. When I was crying hugging Ryan, she came over and was kissing my leg and hugging me... then she padded my face and was very concerned.

Work friends have been great, very supportive.

I love where I work. I love the support I get here.